softallover:

i swear i didn’t mean to get to this size. i remember hitting 200 after a few months of gorging, shivering with pleasure as i stared down at the scale, and vowing to myself i wouldn’t keep going. that this was enough. 200 was enough for me. i didn’t NEED to gain more weight. 

well, i didnt really have a choice in the matter. once you let yourself go, it’s reaaaally hard to stop. 

especially when it feels this GOOD